Monday, March 10, 2014 @ 11:15 AM |
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It has been so long since I updated and many things have happened within this short period of time. Yep IHG ended on 15 Feb (haha I even remember the date!! But it's really because I was so tired of it) Having 2 matches on a day is such a burden; esp when one has the hope of getting a gold whereas the other one we know we would be the bottom few. It's like H wants me there (to fill up the numbers -.-) while T needs me there because there isn't enough to start with anyway. Initially I was more inclined towards H than T but during the last 2 weeks I know that the probability of me playing for H is so so so low I should totally invest my time in T; at least there could be a chance. But oh well... Nothing goes as planned right? And seeing people compete against each other in all aspects is just so tiring! I feel tired even after listening to their story; am I weird? Maybe I am not the kind that will take chances I guess...
It has been so long since I updated and many things have happened within this short period of time. Yep IHG ended on 15 Feb (haha I even remember the date!! But it's really because I was so tired of it) Having 2 matches on a day is such a burden; esp when one has the hope of getting a gold whereas the other one we know we would be the bottom few. It's like H wants me there (to fill up the numbers -.-) while T needs me there because there isn't enough to start with anyway. Initially I was more inclined towards H than T but during the last 2 weeks I know that the probability of me playing for H is so so so low I should totally invest my time in T; at least there could be a chance. But oh well... Nothing goes as planned right? And seeing people compete against each other in all aspects is just so tiring! I feel tired even after listening to their story; am I weird? Maybe I am not the kind that will take chances I guess...
Hall life is so tiring. Socialising is tiring. Everything is tiring. I think I am having PMS lol why am I feeling like this. I am kind of regretting submitting my hall application for next year LOL WHY my god. There's so much drama in hall I hope I will never be involved in all these dramas. Okay la I can't be bothered with it anyway.
Yep moving into sem 2, we are all getting more jittery that we cannot be attached LOLOL actually Im absolutely fine w being single. Oh before this, let's discuss about my school life. School has been the same, I have been skipping my 8am Monday Math lectures and MLE lectures (recently) because I realised that for MLE I study and listen so much more attentively when I listen to the webcast! And Monday 8am.. I just have no motivation cos there's no one at the lecture too, anyway. And one fine day I decided to wear contacts to school (yep I dont usually wear contacts to school cos I wear them every night for trng and it's bad to wear contacts for >8hours a day for >5 times a week so I decided to forgo my looks for school LOL) yeah continuing.. So IHG ended right and I decided to wear contacts one day and everyone asked me why I wear until so nice why I wear contacts etc etc. I think everyone's impression of me is just CUI OMG hahahaha just how much have I been putting myself into. So I decided that I will look good this week. And maybe next week too. Then go back to my normal self when my contacts expire lol.
Sigh sometimes I wonder why people want to get attached so badly and all spoil market one leh! But I think it's my fault too cos Im very passive and wont take the initiative but Im not that desperate too anyway so I dont need it now. And I am perfectly fine w my life now. I dont really like changes haha.
Oh and Im really heavy now hahaha this is so unsustainable and now that the haze is coming back there is more excuses for me to skip runnning on weekends! Argh I hope I will go for a little jog this week :)
Okay Im going to end this lame post and hopefully I will study very very very very very hard and do relatively well for this sem :) This sem is going to be a killer sem because we are competing w the ultra smart chem engineers. I can do it too!!! I can be like them. Im going to be like them. Study>>> Everything else.
