Tuesday, October 15, 2013 @ 9:27 PM |
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Hi I've learnt a few things lately:
Okay Im actually not that weak la, the fact that I got over my results so quickly means that Im still quite strong and I like to believe that Im very strong and independent haha
And last but not least,
Hi I've learnt a few things lately:
- Dont take things for granted - Yep Im guilty of this. I have been taking this whole education system for granted for the past 19 years and I've stopped doing so like maybe last week? Did badly for 2/3 tests and I should not be underestimating this whole thing man. I mean, yes I studied and all but I know I could have done so much better. I didnt know the competition is so true and so real, I hate losing :( You all know right, Im a very competitive girl and I can't lose badly! I lost really badly this time omg can't let this mistake repeat itself. I need to show people that Im not stupid!! Everyone must be thinking that Im just this stupid girl now -.- IM NOT OKAY IM NOT
- I cant take stress really well. I used to think I can do this fairly well, like taking things to my stride and all. Keeping up with my work, working it well emotionally and physically. Papa made me realise that I actually can't. Hahah maybe Im not as strong as I really think I am; it's all like an illusion? Do you all remember me doing extremely badly for the beginning of ENL cos I could take the stress and all? The exact same thing is happening to me now! I didn't make this link earlier on.. But come to think of it now, it's true. And I think I take a long time to adapt. I cannot stress myself too much. When I stress myself, I will not do well lol damn bad. But how to not stress myself huh? Enjoy the journey? Honestly, I like what Im studying! I like math, physics (kind of haha), I like building programs (it's really interesting!), I like env engineering course (the chem and history and all) but I can't seem to do well haha sucks huh. But okay it isn't that bad la, Im just upset I guess. But it's all over and done with; I still have half and sem more I will cherish it and possibly stress myself less? And enjoy this journey~ Ah seems hard but I'll try. Pick up myself after I fall and all.
- Im grateful to have friends that are willing to help me. Although I dont have many friends in uni (sad), Im proud to say that at least I have 2 good and nice friends that are willing to wait for me to catch up and teach me! I mean we are all still Y1s but yeah we are willing to try :) so DONG WORRY!!! It'll all end well right? Breathe in breathe out I can do this relax relax
- Exercising is crucial. I like exercising. Studying after exercising is quite productive (contrary to common beliefs) cos my mind is more active after sweating it all out. And I realised that Im the only engineering student in my clique in rh!! Cool or what haha cos rh is like 90% engineers cos it is located only ~5min from the engine faculty. I've one friend in archi, 1 accountancy, 1 biz and 2 FASS and Im the only engine! Haha super cool really :)) And my clique, we kind of join the same ccas and I look forward to going to ccas with them. (except t'rug where I go alone. But it's fun so it's okay!)
- Im very active on twitter now LOL cos I like to vent and just show my thoughts la. Like how Im a very frequent blogger too lol
- I want to marry a rich guy hahahah okay who doesn't! Then don't need to worry about the future sighhh
- My first exam is on 22 Nov and last on 29th JIAYOU JASSY WE CAN DO IT. WE ARE NOT STUPIDDDDDDDDD
And last but not least,
Hahah just random selcas of myself when I wore contacts to school hahaha too rare too rare!
