Saturday, August 31, 2013 @ 9:27 PM |
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People always say, "Take a chance, you never know what might happen" Too often, we wish and hope for the best out of the things we do. Especially me oh god :( I am always hopeful when I take a chance. Like a gamble, for something I never thought I would get. Be it Zenith or netballuxion or enl, the wins are all so surprising; like I have never thought that I could achieve so much. However, when I really really want something, I take the chance and most of the time I do not get it. Like for Pesta, I knew very well that we could have won and all but I failed as a shooterz that's why I dont like shooting. And for ifg. Okay I didnt participate at all today and our team got second in our grouping. I really hoped for a first, I could see us competing for first and second tmr. But I didnt go and Im sure everyone tried their best so I cant comment and it is kind of my fault for not turning up either. Oh well, there's still a tiny chance; a glimpse of hope for tomorrow. I hope I will not disappoint myself and my teammates haha. I think I cant perform when I supposed to -.- Like what?! *Just hope for the best okay****
Okay back to school. I think Im coping fine currently but uni math is really tough I CANT DO IT!!! LOL Math used to be the subject Im most confident in, what is happening now?! But okay, maybe I still haven't gotten used to the lifestyle here. Staying in hall is so convenient! 3 hours break how? Just go back hall and slack and maybe sleep LOL. Maybe it's just me but Im quite bored in hall. Everyone like so hapz in hall right? Why am I bored here hmmm. Anyway, on the happier side, I got nominated as the best female freshie (sports) for my block! Yayyyyyy haha but cos my block is kind of like the cultural block so easier to win HAHA but still happy :)))) And I scored a goal for soccer! It was pure luck la really LOL. Went for soccer trials on wed and failed terribly in soccer. I think Im still joining soccer though. But the captain didn't confirm w me so maybe Im not in? Idk la, so lazy nowadays. But Im officially in touch rug *Cheers* LOL. I want to try something new. Almost went for handball trials but cos handball trains on fridays and since RH handball is like the best in sch, the PTs and trngs are super tough and demanding. Papa keeps reminding me to not join too many stuff and study hard cos that's my primary aim here yep I get it dad haha. And didnt go for handball trials cos I want to go home for dinner on Friday LOL Jer will be sad if I dont go home for dinners on Fridays cos Gran only has motivation to cook for dajie and I. When the both of us leaves, it is like there is no one left to eat the food at home haha so gran doesn't cook the food that Jer/tas/me likes. YES SO TGIF let's look forward to every Friday!!!!! :D
And I gained weight here already. I've been restricting myself for suppers but still gaining weight what to do?! LOL this is life sighpie. What else huh? Oh yes, I realised I've many Malay friends this uni. Like close friends somemore. I used to be in a all chinese/ with some Indians class so I haven't been interacting with Malays for a really long time. And I think my new friends are very niceeeee ^^ I like them ahhaha and they're funny and cheerful and energetic (Y) I still have chinese friends la haha, like people from my OG. Im quite close to 2 guys cos our timetables are similar (We have similar surnames) It's quite weird huh, I thought surnames starting with T is very common but I dont have any friends in my tutorials except those 2 guyz. Yeah so if you see Im always with guys dont judge k! Is no choice one. But they're nice too! Fortunate to have been meeting nice people lately :))))))) And I think Chinese people are generally more dao so it's harder to make friends w them during lectures/tutorials. And you know, no one actually talks in tutorials so going alone is fine as well. Cos no one talks. But making friends during lessons is tough cos there is no one that wants to talk during lectures, including meeeee LOL talking in class is so obvious!!
And yay I've 2 eyecandies in school. One is from RH (he's not really my eyecandy, I just find him funny. Like just looking at him I feel like laughing (not sure if it's a good thing haha) and the other one is my ec from engin camp. Whoa he really handsome (Y) but probably have a lot of girls like him soo... uhhahaha. Doesn't matter; at least life is more interesting in school now :) Not just pure studying ugh. Need to figure out how to do math this is so sad I dislike not knowing how to do math.
People always say, "Take a chance, you never know what might happen" Too often, we wish and hope for the best out of the things we do. Especially me oh god :( I am always hopeful when I take a chance. Like a gamble, for something I never thought I would get. Be it Zenith or netballuxion or enl, the wins are all so surprising; like I have never thought that I could achieve so much. However, when I really really want something, I take the chance and most of the time I do not get it. Like for Pesta, I knew very well that we could have won and all but I failed as a shooterz that's why I dont like shooting. And for ifg. Okay I didnt participate at all today and our team got second in our grouping. I really hoped for a first, I could see us competing for first and second tmr. But I didnt go and Im sure everyone tried their best so I cant comment and it is kind of my fault for not turning up either. Oh well, there's still a tiny chance; a glimpse of hope for tomorrow. I hope I will not disappoint myself and my teammates haha. I think I cant perform when I supposed to -.- Like what?! *Just hope for the best okay****
Okay back to school. I think Im coping fine currently but uni math is really tough I CANT DO IT!!! LOL Math used to be the subject Im most confident in, what is happening now?! But okay, maybe I still haven't gotten used to the lifestyle here. Staying in hall is so convenient! 3 hours break how? Just go back hall and slack and maybe sleep LOL. Maybe it's just me but Im quite bored in hall. Everyone like so hapz in hall right? Why am I bored here hmmm. Anyway, on the happier side, I got nominated as the best female freshie (sports) for my block! Yayyyyyy haha but cos my block is kind of like the cultural block so easier to win HAHA but still happy :)))) And I scored a goal for soccer! It was pure luck la really LOL. Went for soccer trials on wed and failed terribly in soccer. I think Im still joining soccer though. But the captain didn't confirm w me so maybe Im not in? Idk la, so lazy nowadays. But Im officially in touch rug *Cheers* LOL. I want to try something new. Almost went for handball trials but cos handball trains on fridays and since RH handball is like the best in sch, the PTs and trngs are super tough and demanding. Papa keeps reminding me to not join too many stuff and study hard cos that's my primary aim here yep I get it dad haha. And didnt go for handball trials cos I want to go home for dinner on Friday LOL Jer will be sad if I dont go home for dinners on Fridays cos Gran only has motivation to cook for dajie and I. When the both of us leaves, it is like there is no one left to eat the food at home haha so gran doesn't cook the food that Jer/tas/me likes. YES SO TGIF let's look forward to every Friday!!!!! :D
And I gained weight here already. I've been restricting myself for suppers but still gaining weight what to do?! LOL this is life sighpie. What else huh? Oh yes, I realised I've many Malay friends this uni. Like close friends somemore. I used to be in a all chinese/ with some Indians class so I haven't been interacting with Malays for a really long time. And I think my new friends are very niceeeee ^^ I like them ahhaha and they're funny and cheerful and energetic (Y) I still have chinese friends la haha, like people from my OG. Im quite close to 2 guys cos our timetables are similar (We have similar surnames) It's quite weird huh, I thought surnames starting with T is very common but I dont have any friends in my tutorials except those 2 guyz. Yeah so if you see Im always with guys dont judge k! Is no choice one. But they're nice too! Fortunate to have been meeting nice people lately :))))))) And I think Chinese people are generally more dao so it's harder to make friends w them during lectures/tutorials. And you know, no one actually talks in tutorials so going alone is fine as well. Cos no one talks. But making friends during lessons is tough cos there is no one that wants to talk during lectures, including meeeee LOL talking in class is so obvious!!
And yay I've 2 eyecandies in school. One is from RH (he's not really my eyecandy, I just find him funny. Like just looking at him I feel like laughing (not sure if it's a good thing haha) and the other one is my ec from engin camp. Whoa he really handsome (Y) but probably have a lot of girls like him soo... uhhahaha. Doesn't matter; at least life is more interesting in school now :) Not just pure studying ugh. Need to figure out how to do math this is so sad I dislike not knowing how to do math.
