Tuesday, June 25, 2013 @ 9:18 AM |
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HIIIIIIIII Im back! Hahah they're having sports camp now I regret not joining really sighpie. But ohwell at least Im here working and earning moneyz for my future HAHA
Sat
Went for trials for Engin Rag. Haha cheer is really fun I like it. And so I wanted to join hahaha. We tried standing on the guy's shoulders and then you know the typical formation that looks like this:
Yep I went all the way up!!! Crazy and so I got so excited about being in cheer and all! Haha and I asked a senior cos I was very concerned about my weight and he said "girls are never heavy, it is the guys that are weak" LOL and I got convinced to join cheer super easy to convince me I know, just por me can already haha.
BUT ytd I went to research on the typical weight of a cheerleader and omg it's 45kg! And Im like 10kg more!!! And cheer you wont be like standing there one right, there will be jumps and all so when I land (hopefully in the arms of the supporters) I will be even heavier. (Sidetrack: if they never catch me I confirm die lol) Yeah and I am afraid guys will break their hands because of me so I backed out ultimately. It was a good experience anw. Actually I dont really think Im fat I AM IN THE HEALTHY WEIGHT RANGE LAAAAAAA but I have heard of guys accidentally hinting that Im fat :( Like during ese camp, the guys went to dunk me (your own fault k Haha chose the wrong girl). Then after they dunk me they went to find another thinner girl to dunk and one guy said, "whoa so light!!!" Me: :@:@:@:@:@:@:@ BURNING ALRD K. LOL and during the cheer, because they volunteer me to try first so I okay mah, try only. When the next girl tried, another guy was like "whoa so light!!" Okay me flaring again la. Why are all girls so light? Actually maybe they're not light, but because they are shorter, then maybe 5kg lighter than me so people will feel they're lighter.
But yeah, sometimes just keep it to yourself okay. You all made me feel inferior at a point in time :( but Im back to my happy self again (ATE A LOT OF CHOCOLATES YTD HAHA because I dont need to jianfei :D) Anw I want to say that if I say Im going to jianfei just fuyan me okay! HAHAHAHA cos it will never happen I CAN NEVER LOSE WEIGHT! I love foooooood and I eat a lot heh :>
Okay I want to go shopping but I dont want to get out of the house! Lol is it possible? Yes online shopping right but online the clothes I scared I cannot wear!!! Cos the models are so small too! Butt small waist small thigh small everything small. I better get out to find clothes to wear for uni hehe. I need more opaque clothes! I realised the shirts I have all need to wear something inside one IDW I want opaque! Hahah okay shall go to the blogshop festival on sat w viv and clara. But blogshop the clothes like usually so formal I dont think I need formal clothes yet right haha Im so picky. Maybe bugis street is still the best choice for me.
OH AND IM QUITTING MY JOB YAYYYYYYY 5TH JULY LAST DAY ALREADY. HAPPY GIRL IS ME HAHAH.
Anw I went to the dentist recently (okay a few months ago) and went to look at my teeth and all again. Yeah cos my teeth is super crooked. The previous dentist did a bad job. I only plucked one tooth y'know! So it's like my teeth is not symmetrical cos one side have more teeth than the other and my whole mouth is slanted :( Mummy ask me to redo braces and I want to redo it too! But honestly my teeth is fine and I can still bite and all and I dont need such perfect teeth right (but it is still irritating to see a crooked mouth lol) But braces again very waste moneyz, need like probably 5k more?! Omg Mummy is also not a bank lol. Aiya dont do la suan le. Use the money to go lasik HAHA or shopping la. Dont do.
Tomorrow they're going to announce the results for application for hall I HOPE I GOT INTO RAFFLES HALL. Mum says that if I go KE then she wont let me go cos KE is too far from Engin and I might as well go home :( PLS LET ME GET IN. Yeah and I applied for Dance in RH's Rag hehe kind of feeling intimidated by Engin already so change path HAHA
HIIIIIIIII Im back! Hahah they're having sports camp now I regret not joining really sighpie. But ohwell at least Im here working and earning moneyz for my future HAHA
Sat
Went for trials for Engin Rag. Haha cheer is really fun I like it. And so I wanted to join hahaha. We tried standing on the guy's shoulders and then you know the typical formation that looks like this:
Yep I went all the way up!!! Crazy and so I got so excited about being in cheer and all! Haha and I asked a senior cos I was very concerned about my weight and he said "girls are never heavy, it is the guys that are weak" LOL and I got convinced to join cheer super easy to convince me I know, just por me can already haha.
BUT ytd I went to research on the typical weight of a cheerleader and omg it's 45kg! And Im like 10kg more!!! And cheer you wont be like standing there one right, there will be jumps and all so when I land (hopefully in the arms of the supporters) I will be even heavier. (Sidetrack: if they never catch me I confirm die lol) Yeah and I am afraid guys will break their hands because of me so I backed out ultimately. It was a good experience anw. Actually I dont really think Im fat I AM IN THE HEALTHY WEIGHT RANGE LAAAAAAA but I have heard of guys accidentally hinting that Im fat :( Like during ese camp, the guys went to dunk me (your own fault k Haha chose the wrong girl). Then after they dunk me they went to find another thinner girl to dunk and one guy said, "whoa so light!!!" Me: :@:@:@:@:@:@:@ BURNING ALRD K. LOL and during the cheer, because they volunteer me to try first so I okay mah, try only. When the next girl tried, another guy was like "whoa so light!!" Okay me flaring again la. Why are all girls so light? Actually maybe they're not light, but because they are shorter, then maybe 5kg lighter than me so people will feel they're lighter.
But yeah, sometimes just keep it to yourself okay. You all made me feel inferior at a point in time :( but Im back to my happy self again (ATE A LOT OF CHOCOLATES YTD HAHA because I dont need to jianfei :D) Anw I want to say that if I say Im going to jianfei just fuyan me okay! HAHAHAHA cos it will never happen I CAN NEVER LOSE WEIGHT! I love foooooood and I eat a lot heh :>
Okay I want to go shopping but I dont want to get out of the house! Lol is it possible? Yes online shopping right but online the clothes I scared I cannot wear!!! Cos the models are so small too! Butt small waist small thigh small everything small. I better get out to find clothes to wear for uni hehe. I need more opaque clothes! I realised the shirts I have all need to wear something inside one IDW I want opaque! Hahah okay shall go to the blogshop festival on sat w viv and clara. But blogshop the clothes like usually so formal I dont think I need formal clothes yet right haha Im so picky. Maybe bugis street is still the best choice for me.
OH AND IM QUITTING MY JOB YAYYYYYYY 5TH JULY LAST DAY ALREADY. HAPPY GIRL IS ME HAHAH.
Anw I went to the dentist recently (okay a few months ago) and went to look at my teeth and all again. Yeah cos my teeth is super crooked. The previous dentist did a bad job. I only plucked one tooth y'know! So it's like my teeth is not symmetrical cos one side have more teeth than the other and my whole mouth is slanted :( Mummy ask me to redo braces and I want to redo it too! But honestly my teeth is fine and I can still bite and all and I dont need such perfect teeth right (but it is still irritating to see a crooked mouth lol) But braces again very waste moneyz, need like probably 5k more?! Omg Mummy is also not a bank lol. Aiya dont do la suan le. Use the money to go lasik HAHA or shopping la. Dont do.
Tomorrow they're going to announce the results for application for hall I HOPE I GOT INTO RAFFLES HALL. Mum says that if I go KE then she wont let me go cos KE is too far from Engin and I might as well go home :( PLS LET ME GET IN. Yeah and I applied for Dance in RH's Rag hehe kind of feeling intimidated by Engin already so change path HAHA
