Wednesday, January 2, 2013 @ 11:19 AM |
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Hiiii happy new year!! :) spent this new year the same way I did 2 years ago (okay since it's 2013 now, should be 3 years ago -_-) but this time, our whole clique was present!!! Spending time w them really makes me happy :b I don't really know what we did but it was enjoyable nevertheless. We didnt play any card games or whatsoever so I cant rmb how the time passed! LOL I guess time flies when you're enjoying huh haha. Yay so last year.... Was a painful year. I had the most setbacks that year. Okay maybe im exaggerating cos it doesn't seem that many now that I think of it... But I was really really really reaally x1million upset when we didnt even make it pass the 1st round for netball tournament. It's my greatest regret... If we could rewind time, I would go back to the tjc game and I will definitely play better (cos I know that I wasn't playing my best. And im embarrassed about it too :\) and possibly win that game. It was really frustrating that we lost by 1 and honestly, I wasn't playing that game. But yes, we acknowledged our loss and got back harder, fought back harder that we even scared sajc I guess. I know they always say that it's the process that counts, not the achievement or anyth but do you really think so???? I think im a very competitive girl and I like winning a lot! That's a flaw I know. It's not that I dont enjoy trng w the girls in the hot sun, running w the medicine ball in our hands, doing suicide, trng in the dark, running 2.4 regularly and etc but winning does affect everyth. But hey being competitive isn't all that bad alright! It gives me motivation to work hard for netball because I dont want to lose. (btw I love playing netball don't doubt me okay.) anw if there's a winner, there will definitely be a loser. And we cant be on a winning streak all the time rright. I've long gotten over it alrd haha im just saying my regrets lol.
Okay moving on. Jc 2 is vastly different from j1 and sec school. It's like once you lose momentum and can't catch up w the school work and lectures you know you're in deep trouble! Cos there's no time for you to catch up. Okay, maybe for me la. So you have to work and put in double/triple the effort on weekends to catch up. It's super tiring! Esp when you train practically everyday on weekdays and still have to study hard on weekends. But that's life isn't it :> you have to undergo hardships before you can enjoy. The saying goes, there wont be any rainbow without a heavy downpour first. But everyth will change after you step down. Suddenly life feels so empty or maybe I feel so empty. I used to dedicate all my extra time after sch to train and now. You study. But aj makes us stay back for extra lessons till 5/6pm and there're pros and cons. First it forces us to study and get some work done instead of wasting our time away. But! Whose mind is really working at 5pm anw??? Like after a full day of tutorials and lectures, our energy would have all depleted. So this is a life skill hahahha. You have to learn how to control your mind even though your body may be annoying and persuading you to stop. Okay this seems grim but actl jc life is really fun! The grim part is only the last 1/4 of jc life. And it would be even more enjoyable if you hang out w funny people that know that life isn't all about studying. There's more to that. Like I genuinely enjoy the times spent tgt w my clique. We are always joking ard and being stupid tgt! While other cliques study during breaks, we would eat and gossip LOL. Our FAV past time ^_*
After reading this post, dont you think im so blessed w nice friends?? Like sec school clique (GG and YOU), jc clique (JJPV), aj netballers (BANGS) and of cos JWB! Hahaha who will always be there when I need a listening ear! Honestly I wonder how you are so patient leh! I can't do it haha. Okay im not the girl w a lot of friends but a few best friends are enough for me :)) at least I won't be awkward w them. I can be myself. I dont need to act nice or popular just to fit in and everyth. Ahhhhh I hope I will be able to meet such friends in uni too! People won't aren't that quick to judge. Haha okay this is a long post. Longest I have ever typed I guess. Omg. So much for reflecting!
Conclusion: I enjoyed 2012! And now I will welcome 2013 w open arms hahah so cliche! 2013 please be kind to me!!!! I'll be getting back my results in march and starting work in Jan (hope my colleagues wont think im a threat to them and hope I won't be a burden) ^^ and jassy, please dont stop exercising! Hahahaha okay be safe and happy all my friends! I wish the best for all of us <3
Anw side track, THIS IS THE FIRST TIME I DID I FULL PROPER REFLECTION ONLINE LOL.
Hiiii happy new year!! :) spent this new year the same way I did 2 years ago (okay since it's 2013 now, should be 3 years ago -_-) but this time, our whole clique was present!!! Spending time w them really makes me happy :b I don't really know what we did but it was enjoyable nevertheless. We didnt play any card games or whatsoever so I cant rmb how the time passed! LOL I guess time flies when you're enjoying huh haha. Yay so last year.... Was a painful year. I had the most setbacks that year. Okay maybe im exaggerating cos it doesn't seem that many now that I think of it... But I was really really really reaally x1million upset when we didnt even make it pass the 1st round for netball tournament. It's my greatest regret... If we could rewind time, I would go back to the tjc game and I will definitely play better (cos I know that I wasn't playing my best. And im embarrassed about it too :\) and possibly win that game. It was really frustrating that we lost by 1 and honestly, I wasn't playing that game. But yes, we acknowledged our loss and got back harder, fought back harder that we even scared sajc I guess. I know they always say that it's the process that counts, not the achievement or anyth but do you really think so???? I think im a very competitive girl and I like winning a lot! That's a flaw I know. It's not that I dont enjoy trng w the girls in the hot sun, running w the medicine ball in our hands, doing suicide, trng in the dark, running 2.4 regularly and etc but winning does affect everyth. But hey being competitive isn't all that bad alright! It gives me motivation to work hard for netball because I dont want to lose. (btw I love playing netball don't doubt me okay.) anw if there's a winner, there will definitely be a loser. And we cant be on a winning streak all the time rright. I've long gotten over it alrd haha im just saying my regrets lol.
Okay moving on. Jc 2 is vastly different from j1 and sec school. It's like once you lose momentum and can't catch up w the school work and lectures you know you're in deep trouble! Cos there's no time for you to catch up. Okay, maybe for me la. So you have to work and put in double/triple the effort on weekends to catch up. It's super tiring! Esp when you train practically everyday on weekdays and still have to study hard on weekends. But that's life isn't it :> you have to undergo hardships before you can enjoy. The saying goes, there wont be any rainbow without a heavy downpour first. But everyth will change after you step down. Suddenly life feels so empty or maybe I feel so empty. I used to dedicate all my extra time after sch to train and now. You study. But aj makes us stay back for extra lessons till 5/6pm and there're pros and cons. First it forces us to study and get some work done instead of wasting our time away. But! Whose mind is really working at 5pm anw??? Like after a full day of tutorials and lectures, our energy would have all depleted. So this is a life skill hahahha. You have to learn how to control your mind even though your body may be annoying and persuading you to stop. Okay this seems grim but actl jc life is really fun! The grim part is only the last 1/4 of jc life. And it would be even more enjoyable if you hang out w funny people that know that life isn't all about studying. There's more to that. Like I genuinely enjoy the times spent tgt w my clique. We are always joking ard and being stupid tgt! While other cliques study during breaks, we would eat and gossip LOL. Our FAV past time ^_*
After reading this post, dont you think im so blessed w nice friends?? Like sec school clique (GG and YOU), jc clique (JJPV), aj netballers (BANGS) and of cos JWB! Hahaha who will always be there when I need a listening ear! Honestly I wonder how you are so patient leh! I can't do it haha. Okay im not the girl w a lot of friends but a few best friends are enough for me :)) at least I won't be awkward w them. I can be myself. I dont need to act nice or popular just to fit in and everyth. Ahhhhh I hope I will be able to meet such friends in uni too! People won't aren't that quick to judge. Haha okay this is a long post. Longest I have ever typed I guess. Omg. So much for reflecting!
Conclusion: I enjoyed 2012! And now I will welcome 2013 w open arms hahah so cliche! 2013 please be kind to me!!!! I'll be getting back my results in march and starting work in Jan (hope my colleagues wont think im a threat to them and hope I won't be a burden) ^^ and jassy, please dont stop exercising! Hahahaha okay be safe and happy all my friends! I wish the best for all of us <3
Anw side track, THIS IS THE FIRST TIME I DID I FULL PROPER REFLECTION ONLINE LOL.
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